rainchild

...that I don't even have, I heard the rain and the peace it brought to me. I always miss the rain. It always made me calm, peaceful, and... lazy.

/insert meme face here

/eats Oreo Choco&Nut Double Delight

Well, exam is tomorrow. I feel kind of like... bursting up thanks to all reading and studying I've been doing. Strange that my head seems so blocked up now that no matter how many times I read it I still feel like I can't remember them all. XD I'm good with the basic concepts I think, yet if it comes to example cases and where I need to decide on a diagnosis, I can't help but feeling confused.

I'm not sure if it's just me worrying too much. Like today, I was worried to death that the plenary (class-wide presentation after laboratory experiment or discussion) would be scary since I heard the presenter would be chosen randomly and I hadn't prepared for it at all. Yet it didn't turn so bad, I wasn't chosen, and in fact I think I learned one or two more things for exam. :P

Well, back to study more, though it was hard to. XD

I watch infotainment programs at TV too. No, I'm not such a big fan of gossips, but I'd rather watch them than watching strange and completely non-sense short movies or something like that. *grumbles*

Anyway, back on topic.

Infotainment really loves the romances of celebrities. They display everything, from gossips, to those going out together, to the marriage, to their cheating, and when they get a divorce, as well as when they find someone else to love and marry. *rolls eyes* The circle is endless, vicious, sometimes up to the point that it feels... (sorry to say this but I just have to) disgusting.

I have this one celebrity. She divorced her former husband and turned out she cheated him. She cheated him with someone younger than him. TEN YEARS YOUNGER. They got married shortly after, then I never saw her on TV anymore. Today, when I saw them again, they would get a divorce. Reason? "We are better as siblings -- a brother and sister -- than as husband and wife." My reaction? ... Should I write it here? It pissed me off. The infotainment interviewed her former husband. His reaction? To sum it up he felt that it was strange for the woman to give up their marriage to run with that boy and now getting divorced for such a silly reason. You can clearly see how the divorce hurt this ex-husband, even more after hearing the news.

And several other cases related to marriage, divorce, another marriage, another divorce, and so on. A nasty cycle.

I just don't understand. How could they take the decision so fast, then regret it, stop the relationship abruptly, then start a new one only to fail again? What do they think of marriage? It feels as if they think of it as a game. Marriage is serious business. At least for me. Maybe related to religion as well, but still... Do you not want to be married to someone who will stay with you until the very end? How could you know that after only a short period of knowing each other? Marriage is not simple at all yet these people...

Probably I should stop watching infotainment and ignore all of those weird people.