aetherna | Kim Namjoon you-

Saying you're fine means you're in pain too.

I know that is not 100% true, but everyone has been at that point once. When your words cloud your heart. When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.

It always brings butterflies to my heart when they say or do things like these. To think these boys are around my age but seem to be mentally stronger and are capable of understanding the many sides of being a human.

And I'm back. For as long as my lazy ass feels like writing again. Don't depend on it, but I'll love you forever if you stay around just a little bit even if you just say hi or bye.

I want you to be your light, baby
You should be your light
so that it doesn’t hurt anymore –
so that you can smile

I want you to be your night, baby
You could be your night
so that this night can be honest with you

Promise me now:
Even if you feel like you’re alone many times a day,
don’t get to the point you throw yourself away
Pause here for a moment,
hook your pinky with mine,
and promise me now

Translation by wisha