aetherna: (frottage1)
Saying you're fine means you're in pain too.

I know that is not 100% true, but everyone has been at that point once. When your words cloud your heart. When your smile doesn't reach your eyes.

It always brings butterflies to my heart when they say or do things like these. To think these boys are around my age but seem to be mentally stronger and are capable of understanding the many sides of being a human.

And I'm back. For as long as my lazy ass feels like writing again. Don't depend on it, but I'll love you forever if you stay around just a little bit even if you just say hi or bye.


I want you to be your light, baby
You should be your light
so that it doesn’t hurt anymore –
so that you can smile

I want you to be your night, baby
You could be your night
so that this night can be honest with you

Promise me now:
Even if you feel like you’re alone many times a day,
don’t get to the point you throw yourself away
Pause here for a moment,
hook your pinky with mine,
and promise me now


Translation by wisha
aetherna: (chibi2)
I forget. I already did. Yet I was reminded somehow just suddenly. Your brain is indeed the strangest thing in this world.

Let's go!

P.S.: As usual, you can find these questions originally at [community profile] thefridayfive.

1. If you were given one million dollars, on the condition that you had to give half of it away, how would you go about giving away half a million dollars?

I don't mind. At all. In my country dollars mean much, and to be able to get even half a million of it would be very helpful. I would just positively think that someone else might need that half a million, LOL~ Then I will use what I have to go have fun, visit Europe, go see music concerts, and pay for my university fees. How beautiful!

2. Do you write letters or send cards to anyone via the postal system regularly, only for special occasions such as birthdays, or not at all?

Very rarely. When I was in the mood to, I sent several postcards to my best online friends. I have only once sent a gift to a friend aboard. Never really liked doing one and it is kind of expensive as well so I won't bring trouble to my parents for paying it for me, ehe~

3. What is the most treasured memento you have kept?

I wonder... I still keep the pen I received from a real-life meeting with my first best online friend. And a doll from someone important... I'll leave it there. :P

4. If one of your friends phones you at 4am because they are depressed and upset, but you have an important job interview in the morning. What do you do?

My answer? (1) None of my friends would ever call me in such hour. I make sure I make friends with those who wouldn't do that to me. (2) If one of them ever called me at 4 AM in the morning despite my prevention actions, poor this person as I would not respond at all. How dare you interfering with my sweet dream and sleep!

5. What is the phrase or quote that sums up who you are as a person?

"Work hard, play hard." ... I guess. I don't think I work that hard.... Oh, well. :D


There we go! This time it is much fun, thanks for the questions, Friday Five! Look forward to next week's questions. :D