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Some things are just hard to let out.
Well, as the title says.
I don't know why specifically. Today I feel so full inside but empty as well. Confusing, right? I'm sorry. It is just hard to describe what I have inside and they are also hard to let out. I ended up crying. >_>
I think it is most probably related to everything and all stress I have been keeping to myself lately... First source obviously is university life. Problems in terms of exams and scores and assignments, non-academic activities which just hurt my head with all the works and deadlines, and lack of sleep. Another source would be family-related, I suppose. Things just don't go well as it used to, and when I ignored it I ended up piling it up inside. Thus, the explosion.
Just tired, that is all, really.
It is at this kind of time that I started to feel that perhaps I just took the wrong step, that I shouldn't have done this since the beginning, and so on. Such a bad mind.
Tired. Means I need sleep. See you tomorrow then, hopefully with a better mood.
I don't know why specifically. Today I feel so full inside but empty as well. Confusing, right? I'm sorry. It is just hard to describe what I have inside and they are also hard to let out. I ended up crying. >_>
I think it is most probably related to everything and all stress I have been keeping to myself lately... First source obviously is university life. Problems in terms of exams and scores and assignments, non-academic activities which just hurt my head with all the works and deadlines, and lack of sleep. Another source would be family-related, I suppose. Things just don't go well as it used to, and when I ignored it I ended up piling it up inside. Thus, the explosion.
Just tired, that is all, really.
It is at this kind of time that I started to feel that perhaps I just took the wrong step, that I shouldn't have done this since the beginning, and so on. Such a bad mind.
Tired. Means I need sleep. See you tomorrow then, hopefully with a better mood.