aetherna: (artistique1)
I don't know myself. This is one of probably the low moments of my life, when everything around me sucks, when I suck myself, and totally have no motivation of moving forward.

Mock exam tomorrow. I have just started to read things around 2 hours ago. Amazing.

I enjoy sleeping even more lately. Problems just go away when I do, so it makes me very happy. Aside from that music helps me to survive.

What's wrong with me... So without life lately. Spending hours working on unnecessary things and watching anime. I mean, hey, I'm already on my third year, soon to be assistant of those doctors. But I'm not prepared at all.

My choir club was planning some kind of workshop for the members tomorrow. Unfortunately I received news yesterday that there will be events all students must participate in. When we had already contacted the speakers and the members about the day. And there's also this singing event on Wednesday. How are we going to practice? Oh, my.

What have I been doing...

I really need the holiday this weekend (again) to clean my head and focus. FOCUS!
aetherna: (chibi4)
Time turns around just too fast.

I felt like it was only yesterday that I graduated from high school and was searching for university to continue my study at. At that time it was rather unclear what to do or where to go, so all the worries were focused on getting a university... I didn't really think of what would happen after that. Now here I am, in few months going to finish my fourth semester a.k.a second year in my major... and I feel like my head is empty. What do I know, really?

Seniors would say not to worry. The real study process would start in the fourth year since we would interact with patients directly.

It's just scary. As if you fall to to a familiar place, but you couldn't remember what or where or when, and if you think too long everything would be lost. Lives would be lost.

Life is harsh, gah.