aetherna: (artistique1)
I don't know myself. This is one of probably the low moments of my life, when everything around me sucks, when I suck myself, and totally have no motivation of moving forward.

Mock exam tomorrow. I have just started to read things around 2 hours ago. Amazing.

I enjoy sleeping even more lately. Problems just go away when I do, so it makes me very happy. Aside from that music helps me to survive.

What's wrong with me... So without life lately. Spending hours working on unnecessary things and watching anime. I mean, hey, I'm already on my third year, soon to be assistant of those doctors. But I'm not prepared at all.

My choir club was planning some kind of workshop for the members tomorrow. Unfortunately I received news yesterday that there will be events all students must participate in. When we had already contacted the speakers and the members about the day. And there's also this singing event on Wednesday. How are we going to practice? Oh, my.

What have I been doing...

I really need the holiday this weekend (again) to clean my head and focus. FOCUS!
aetherna: (frottage1)
Who would think such sentence can have a strong and deep impression?

Twice I heard this sentence, each in a different way, and it touched me and made me cry.

Read more... )

I suppose I can say that we may have heard this sentence so many times, in different form of words or expressions, but never really considered it as something important. Although death will sure come, that this life would come to an end, we all expect that it will still happen some time far away, in few years in the future. Still a long way to go. Or that the current life we have is already a happy one, we are completely satisfied with it or just can't be too bothered to actually do something else for a change. Or we can do it some time soon, just not now. Still a long way to go.

Happy moments, sad moments. The joy of finding someone important in your life after a windy and hurtful road, and to know that this person feels the same about you. The pain of losing a friend you have been together with for a long time, who supports you and listen to you, who gets angry at you and scolds you; he was lost protecting you until the very end. Perhaps not as extreme as those examples. Yet there surely are times when you feel so up high that it makes you feel so light or deep down that it's suffocating. All those moments, those people, those times bring us this far and turn us into who we are now.

Our lives are so fragile. In a blink of an eye everything can changed, you never know. Still we often neglect it and let it pass away just like that. I have been living like that. You may have, too.

Have you and I cherished our lives today?
aetherna: (chibi2)
I forget. I already did. Yet I was reminded somehow just suddenly. Your brain is indeed the strangest thing in this world.

Let's go!

P.S.: As usual, you can find these questions originally at [community profile] thefridayfive.

1. If you were given one million dollars, on the condition that you had to give half of it away, how would you go about giving away half a million dollars?

I don't mind. At all. In my country dollars mean much, and to be able to get even half a million of it would be very helpful. I would just positively think that someone else might need that half a million, LOL~ Then I will use what I have to go have fun, visit Europe, go see music concerts, and pay for my university fees. How beautiful!

2. Do you write letters or send cards to anyone via the postal system regularly, only for special occasions such as birthdays, or not at all?

Very rarely. When I was in the mood to, I sent several postcards to my best online friends. I have only once sent a gift to a friend aboard. Never really liked doing one and it is kind of expensive as well so I won't bring trouble to my parents for paying it for me, ehe~

3. What is the most treasured memento you have kept?

I wonder... I still keep the pen I received from a real-life meeting with my first best online friend. And a doll from someone important... I'll leave it there. :P

4. If one of your friends phones you at 4am because they are depressed and upset, but you have an important job interview in the morning. What do you do?

My answer? (1) None of my friends would ever call me in such hour. I make sure I make friends with those who wouldn't do that to me. (2) If one of them ever called me at 4 AM in the morning despite my prevention actions, poor this person as I would not respond at all. How dare you interfering with my sweet dream and sleep!

5. What is the phrase or quote that sums up who you are as a person?

"Work hard, play hard." ... I guess. I don't think I work that hard.... Oh, well. :D


There we go! This time it is much fun, thanks for the questions, Friday Five! Look forward to next week's questions. :D
aetherna: (chibi2)
I think I have seen Dreamwidth Studio before, but I didn't pay attention back then. Even after I returned here again after my last visit, browsed around, and found out what this site is actually about...

I guess I just missed writing, like I did with my blog previously.

Oh, well.

This one would be more random than ever, so have fun reading. I hope we both enjoy this journey with time. \o/