Because 'the end' is 'the beginning of something new'.

I survived the world's doomsday. God loves me! /sarcasm

Anyway, been more than a month since my last post here. Very sporadic, eh? Here I was, promising to try hard to write regularly, but eventually it fell behind. Life's been busy, and the time I had used to stay online were channeled to games or anime or sleeping. Sounded like.. frustrated? Perhaps, a bit.

This year's Christmas and New Year is the first I celebrate without my core family. I'm stuck here because my semester is yet to end, but parents and sister are already at hometown. Around a week more I'll be free, but there's still a lot to go through to reach that point. Exams, mainly. On January 2nd, 2013. Look at the date, LOOK AT IT.

Honestly saying I wanted to celebrate New Year at a friend's house. But thanks to this annoying responsibility of having to go and see relatives on those days, I'll return to grandma's place soon enough. And studying there. And make a fool of myself for not being able to talk and have fun like others have. Because I barely talk to them, or maybe don't really know all these relatives that well.

I guess I'm just tired with life.

I'll probably write a bit more since I'm so bored and lazy. But two exams are around the corner as well, so...

P.S.: Belated Merry Christmas 2012!

Lee Seung Gi - Return

This song lately colors my day as well as makes me cry a little bit. The music is probably standard, but I really love the lyrics. While in the song the lyrics is intended for a romance genre, to me it can be applied to many other things. I did have several chapters in my life that... matches the atmosphere of the song and the lyrics. And because the song probably asks the questions I didn't dare to ask to myself.

"Return" is the star of Seung Gi-oppa's latest mini album released a while ago, "Forest". The mini album itself tells the story of a boy who remember his old love once upon a time in his life. It has a strong feeling of "looking back", "acceptance", "regret". Precisely what I often feel in life lately.

Try it out for yourself. I hope you enjoy it.