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I've stopped studying around half an hour ago.

The priest at my church today mentioned the word "reflection" in his speech. He said a person who never reflected back on his life didn't deserve the life. By reflecting on his life, someone can become a person better than before, learning from his mistakes, expanding horizon, and living a healthier life. Reflection is never easy; it is in a point where you have to consider other point of views, otherwise the reflection has no meaning. I guess I did it once in a while...

My reflection of 2012? I think my spirit decreased a bit in 2012. It felt as if I rarely felt so attached or spirited in everything I did. School grades were not so bad but nothing special as well. Things with friends and family went well but flat, or so I think. I hope in 2013 I can fix those things somehow. Especially since I'll be entering the clinical stage of my education, it's an important step.

I hope you do well on your reflection as well. :P

P.S.: This is most probably will be the last post of in this year. Fare thee well, 2012. It was a nice, long journey with you.

Heart full
Body "Home"
Soul Fireworks

Less than 90 minutes before the closure of 2012. And what am I doing? If you can't guess, shame on you.

Funny thing I found out from Twitter is that seniors are fighting as well at hospitals, sacrificing their new year's eve for helping others. Very sweet, that new year's eve can be used in another way like that! /a bit of sarcasm

Anyway, I don't feel anything special. No close family, just relatives, and the burden of exam right after this pressures me a bit no matter how much I'm trying to take it easy.

Well, I still play games, but, you know...

Heart geeky
Body Anywhere with AC!
Soul Game's OST

Yeah, we're entering the last 24 hours we are going to have in 2012. Therefore, all posts made on this day will share one title, dedicated to the year which will pass away soon.

There isn't much to say, since I can't really remember much. My long-term memory is kind of bad, you know. But as usual when you look back at the end of the road like this, you'd feel that time passed away way too fast. It felt as if I had just entered the year mentioned as the end of the world, with various worries over life and school.

Where am I now?
Soon I will finish my fifth semester, one more to go before the crazy clinical stage. I have finished my thesis, meaning one step closer to be a doctor. 2012 is also my last year in this age of 1x. Next year I'll be 20, and I guess adult world comes up after that.

Thinking of everything back I guess the journey made me into who I am today, good and bad.

Heart grateful
Body Bed
Soul Silence

I survived the world's doomsday. God loves me! /sarcasm

Anyway, been more than a month since my last post here. Very sporadic, eh? Here I was, promising to try hard to write regularly, but eventually it fell behind. Life's been busy, and the time I had used to stay online were channeled to games or anime or sleeping. Sounded like.. frustrated? Perhaps, a bit.

This year's Christmas and New Year is the first I celebrate without my core family. I'm stuck here because my semester is yet to end, but parents and sister are already at hometown. Around a week more I'll be free, but there's still a lot to go through to reach that point. Exams, mainly. On January 2nd, 2013. Look at the date, LOOK AT IT.

Honestly saying I wanted to celebrate New Year at a friend's house. But thanks to this annoying responsibility of having to go and see relatives on those days, I'll return to grandma's place soon enough. And studying there. And make a fool of myself for not being able to talk and have fun like others have. Because I barely talk to them, or maybe don't really know all these relatives that well.

I guess I'm just tired with life.

I'll probably write a bit more since I'm so bored and lazy. But two exams are around the corner as well, so...

P.S.: Belated Merry Christmas 2012!

Heart crappy
Body I no longer know.
Soul Rain

rainchild

to be a meaningful gesture

Entries tagged with new year

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