aetherna: (chibi8)
I think I will post a more detailed update of myself in another post, after this one. At this moment the need to share these two amazing songs is stronger than a boring update about myself.

I was late checking the new release of one of my favorite singer group, 4MEN. And when I did check the songs out, as usual I regret why I did not do it sooner. From their newest, fifth album, titled "1998", these two songs hit me hard on the face.



Though I can’t talk with you, though I can’t hug you...
It’s alright.
You are a dazzling star.
And I live in that light.


The song title is Star. Before I went to search for the lyrics translation, I did not expect its meaning to be a song from fans for their idols. Very sweet. It was a novel idea for me. But then the quote above, a part of the refrain, brought tears to my face for some unknown reasons. I think it was because for me this song is not only for idols on TV, but also for idols in real life, those who are so far away for me, unreachable, but I will always hold them dear in heart. Because there is nothing else I can do. This song is supposed to make me happy, so I find it funny that I'm crying.



Even if you go clubbing, I’m OK.
Even if you get plastic surgery, I’m OK, because you are my love.
I’ll pick the stars for you, I’ll give you the moon.
Even if you get sensitive once a a month, it’s OK!


Very simple title with very simple (full) lyrics. I love it because of the fresh melody and powerful voices combined with simple lyrics; honest, straightforward, and sweet. Most probably because we are used to hear words organized beautifully. But no, this song does not need it. And that is why it is so charming. That is why I love it.

Long story short? I love 4MEN to death. If you have not checked them out and are a fan of ballad songs, they are worth your time. Always.
aetherna: (chibi1)
I've stopped studying around half an hour ago.

The priest at my church today mentioned the word "reflection" in his speech. He said a person who never reflected back on his life didn't deserve the life. By reflecting on his life, someone can become a person better than before, learning from his mistakes, expanding horizon, and living a healthier life. Reflection is never easy; it is in a point where you have to consider other point of views, otherwise the reflection has no meaning. I guess I did it once in a while...

My reflection of 2012? I think my spirit decreased a bit in 2012. It felt as if I rarely felt so attached or spirited in everything I did. School grades were not so bad but nothing special as well. Things with friends and family went well but flat, or so I think. I hope in 2013 I can fix those things somehow. Especially since I'll be entering the clinical stage of my education, it's an important step.

I hope you do well on your reflection as well. :P

P.S.: This is most probably will be the last post of in this year. Fare thee well, 2012. It was a nice, long journey with you.
aetherna: (chibi3)
Yeah, we're entering the last 24 hours we are going to have in 2012. Therefore, all posts made on this day will share one title, dedicated to the year which will pass away soon.

There isn't much to say, since I can't really remember much. My long-term memory is kind of bad, you know. But as usual when you look back at the end of the road like this, you'd feel that time passed away way too fast. It felt as if I had just entered the year mentioned as the end of the world, with various worries over life and school.

Where am I now?
Soon I will finish my fifth semester, one more to go before the crazy clinical stage. I have finished my thesis, meaning one step closer to be a doctor. 2012 is also my last year in this age of 1x. Next year I'll be 20, and I guess adult world comes up after that.

Thinking of everything back I guess the journey made me into who I am today, good and bad.
aetherna: (frottage1)
Who would think such sentence can have a strong and deep impression?

Twice I heard this sentence, each in a different way, and it touched me and made me cry.

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I suppose I can say that we may have heard this sentence so many times, in different form of words or expressions, but never really considered it as something important. Although death will sure come, that this life would come to an end, we all expect that it will still happen some time far away, in few years in the future. Still a long way to go. Or that the current life we have is already a happy one, we are completely satisfied with it or just can't be too bothered to actually do something else for a change. Or we can do it some time soon, just not now. Still a long way to go.

Happy moments, sad moments. The joy of finding someone important in your life after a windy and hurtful road, and to know that this person feels the same about you. The pain of losing a friend you have been together with for a long time, who supports you and listen to you, who gets angry at you and scolds you; he was lost protecting you until the very end. Perhaps not as extreme as those examples. Yet there surely are times when you feel so up high that it makes you feel so light or deep down that it's suffocating. All those moments, those people, those times bring us this far and turn us into who we are now.

Our lives are so fragile. In a blink of an eye everything can changed, you never know. Still we often neglect it and let it pass away just like that. I have been living like that. You may have, too.

Have you and I cherished our lives today?
aetherna: (Default)
Dancing with K-Pop in the middle of the night, I was reminded...

So much has happened lately. Various things and issues and problems, a lot of uncomfortable situations, as well as small happiness which made your day colorful... All thanks to what He did for us. He saved us. So the least we could do is savor what we have and share it with the others. May the blessings of Easter be with you always!

Happy Easter 2012!



A small gift for me, because it makes you feel that He is always here, and miracles exist:


"Sanctus Dominus Deus Sabaoth. Pleni sunt caeli et terra gloria tua. Benedictus qui venit in nomine Domini..."